Time Out

It's been a little quieter the last couple days. I didn't realize, but I think I needed a time out. My mind's been going in about 50 different directions at full speed for weeks now. So much so that I haven't been able to get ahead of a damn thing.

The buzz. The adrenaline. Love it. However, the constant managed chaos hasn't give me much of a chance to put in order of all the pieces I'm dealing with. I'm still sure of all of the directions I'm going in. On many different levels they each feel right. Amazingly right.

I am being cautious though. I'm holding myself back enough to avoid crashing if things turn out not to be a good fit. As when with any thing there are strengths and weakness that I have to keep evaluating. The time out has given me a chance to look more logically at what I'm dealing with and get my feet back on firm ground.

Which is good, cuz I know I'll be running at full speed here in another few days.

Kat