Saturday, January 16, 2010

Instinct

Every once and a great while, there is someone that from the moment you meet, talk, or see...you just know.

The potential for an amazing and vibrant journey pulses. It's the possibility for fun, excitement, and even TROUBLE that only exists in very special and true friendships. The electricity just thrives, waiting for both to grab a hold and let it spring to life.

I deliberately held myself back from one of these connections oh-so-long-ago. It wasn't the time, the place, or the circumstances. And in the many occasions that followed, I continued to hold back. Age and experience has made me overly cautious. When presented again with the opportunity...I finally got honest with myself. After much soul searching, I couldn't deny my desire to open the door and see where it led.

I let is spring to life.

No regrets. Even now.

Another dangles on the very, very edge of possibility. Ooooh...but I can already sense the recklessness that friendship would bring out in me. That door that I keep firmly locked down and chained for fear of chaos would disintegrate entirely in an instant. lol

Fuck...I'm so damn tempted. Hehehe
Kat

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