Stepping Forward

Shit. I am emotionally exhausted. It's been a long ass day. But I didn't bitch. I didn't trip. I didn't let 'em see me down. Just handled my business and kept my mouth shut. *sigh* But it was immediately clear that I've got to do something.

So instead of just thinking about it and tossing the idea around in my head, I took some baby steps forward tonight. *sigh*

I'm considering going back to school.

Ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

lol

As you can see I'm not jumping for joy at the prospect. 1. I'm fuckin' tired. Adding school in the mix?!? 2. I could be wrong, but I'm not sure I really consider it more than just a fuckin' piece of paper. And that annoys me.

But as the Last Boyscout (hmmm...still not sure if that's the right name) explained to me today, that paper could be worth about $25,000 a year. Not a bad deal, right? *sigh*

The other thing is that I'll have to swallow my damn pride. Errrrr... And not just for a minute, but for a while. But, in the words of both Ranger and the Last Boyscout...

"Do I wanna be right? Or do I wanna win?"

Yeah...it scares me when the same words come out of both their mouths. lol

Kat